Unscratchable Itch
Throughout my entire adult life, one desire was consistent: making videos. Even though I did not know anything about filming or editing, I always wanted to record… record something meaningful.
All my life I have tried pursuing many hobbies and dabbling with many tech projects but there is something about videos that kept me gravitating towards it.
I am not sure why I pursued all these hobbies, maybe creative work fascinated me. Or I always wanted to prove that I can do it. Looking back to my younger years it feels like I wanted to do all this for validation, so that I can be enough. Yet for some reason I never found the courage to make one and even if I made any video I was too critical of myself for not doing a perfect job so I never finished what I started.
I wanted to fly before I could even crawl.
I guess that is the problem.
So, lets take the baby steps.
Instead of making content about what I am good at…if at any..I want to speak my mind and while doing so tell a story that you can relate to.